Catch up on the last few months... lets see where to start? March flew by in no time. Don't remember much of what happend :) April was full. My sister and brother in law moved home for the month from Japan before moving to Hawaii. The house was full 7 people and 5 dogs! Also in April I got a promotion at work!!! YAY!!! I got promoted up to Part Time Sales Leader at Fashion Bug. In other words I'm now a manager. Which I'm really excited about. Not a lot changed with the promotion. I got a pay raise, more hours, and keys to the building. I also learned how to open and close the store but other than that I'm still doing the same things I was doing before hand which were manager things just now I'm getting paid for it. For example, I still help make the schedules and send them to our DM, I'm still incharge of a section of the store that I'm required to look brand standard (put things where our visual tells us to), and I help train the newer employees on how to do their job. All of which I've been doing since I got hired 3 years ago.

Lets see what else happened in April? My best friend Danelle still has a stocker and things are getting worst. I'm seriously worried for her especially since she's getting to the point where she doesn't care any more she actually wants them to attack her. Yes I say THEM because we caught 2 different men following her around at 3 different stores. They followed her to 5 different stores, but only 3 of the stores caught them on tape. Things are getting bad they break in to her house all the time, slash her tires, and that's just to name a few.

May came pretty quick too can't believe we're almost through it. The first weekend in May I went out of town with Mom, Dad, and Bryce. We drove up to Post Falls, Coure D'Alane area. Bryce was bowling in the State Bowling tournament. It was a nice mini vacation minus me getting sick. Still not sure what I had but I was a little miserable. Other than not feeling well at all it was a good trip. It's beautiful country up there and I would love to live somewhere like that. Small town area with lots of mountains and fresh air. It was AWESOME!!! While I was out of town I lent Danelle my car since her tires were slashed and wasn't drivable. When I got home on Sunday night Danelle came over to let me know what happend. While she had my car over the weekend two of my tires got slashed, a key was broken off in my drivers side door, and it got some scratches. STUPID STOCKERS!!!!! I wasn't the happiest camper about my tires seeing how I had to borrow my mom's van for a while, but I'm just glad Danelle was safe and nothing bigger happened. I did finally get my tires fixed after a week. I had to wait for a paycheck. Stuipdly enough two days after I got my new tires I had to go back and get them refixed. Some how I managed to run over screws in both of my new tires. How the heck and where that happened I have no idea!!!! But now everything is all peachy keen.
I also graduated from Institute again for the second time this May. Funny thing in my opinion is I've graduated two years in row again. The first time was I graduated from HS in '06 then College in '07. now I've graduated from Institute in '10 and '11. After attending institute for 5 years I finally took the remaining core classes last year to grauated for the first time. Then this year by taking a few more classes I was able to graduate again because I had sooo many extra credits from the first time I graduated. :)

Other than that my life is pretty boring. Still waiting for the weather to get warm and for me to have that day off so I can go get some tennis in. I hate that it goes from warm to cold so often. I'm ready for nice warm weather so I can play tennis and sand volleyball again. Man am I missing summer! Super glad it's coming up soon!!!!

Singles Awareness Day

I really HATE today. Valentine's Day has never been good to me. Elementary school I would only get the valentines required to be given to the whole class. Middle school I got nothing, High school was everyone all dating and being gross, and even now in my 20's it's still one of the most depressing days of the year for me.
I was actually kinda excited for today not going to lie. I had plans to meet up with 3 different guys and guess what they ALL bailed. One has bronchitis so he has a pass. I don't want to get sick again I've already had that once this year. One is studying for an accounting test which I can't really blame him it's what he's going to school for and he's stuggling with it but still it's sucks that he bailed. He's one of my best guy friends and I haven't talked to him much and I miss him. and the third guy didn't show up didn't give any notice at all that he wasn't going to show up.

I really hate Valentine's Day. It is diffently SINGLE AWARENESS DAY..... because it makes everyone very aware who's single. Please gag me to all those people who are mushy and lovie dovie it's gross and makes me want to stab people......

Stregthen Me

He hears you when you’re crying in the night
He hears you when your soul longs to find
Till the morning will come And the light of the dawn reassures
That in the moments when no earthly words can take away your sorrow
And no human eyes could see what you’re going through
When you’ve taken your last step and done all that you can do
He will lift your heavy load and carry you

Don't slide in sand volleyball

So I can't sleep at the moment and I've been meaning to put this up. On Tuesday I was playing sand volleyball with my single adult branch like I always do, and I was getting annoyed with people not going for the ball so I saw the ball coming down so I slid/dove for the ball. Well my foot ended up finding a nice big rock buried in the sand and decided that it wanted to get all cut up. It hurts a lot but it's not as bad as it was.

Single's Awareness Weekend

Can I say how much I absolutely hate this upcoming weekend?!?!?!?! I hate seeing everyone all gushy and lovely dovey when I have nothing. I seriously HATE THIS HOLIDAY!! IT SHOULD BE BANNED! I think I should become a mormon nun and lock myself up and only study the scriptures the rest of my life till I die. Sounds like a really good plan to me.

Sometimes you just want to cut your wrists and die now is one of those times......

What is it about me that if you ask me to be a bridesmaid in your wedding something I do without knowingly doing it upsets you, you get mad, kick me out of your wedding, and we are no longer friends???????? Seriously this has happened to me twice now. I don't know what it is but apparently I'm not a good bridesmaid. I honestly don't know why I was kicked out of the first wedding she didn't tell me she just did and then deleted me from everything then told me we were never friends. Now tonight i get kicked out of another one. This time being best friends with the girl SINCE KINDERGARTEN!! seroiusly how the heck am i taking over your wedding when we haven't done anything to do with it in over a month. you can't ask me for my honest opinion then get mad at me about it and stop being my friend. what kind of person does this sort of thing??? i hate so much how people change when they start dating and or get in engaged. why am i the one to be treated like crap. this has happend with all my friends so far i go invisible and when i'm not invisible i'm being treated lower then dirt. I'm sick of it i really am!! i want to seriously go jump off a cliff or cut my wrists or something..... i hate my life i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!! I hate feeling like i have no friends feeling like i'm invisible to the world honestly would anyone even noticed if i disappeared?? my guess is a big fat NO!


So if you no longer want to be friends with me just ask me to be a bridesmaid apparently cuz before the wedding even happens we'll no longer be friends.....


ps don't worry i'm not actually going to hurt myself even though it sounds like a really good idea right now.

Kelsie

This is Kelsie Day!! She's one of my best friends and just got home from her mission. I missed her a lot while she was gone for 18 months but I'm soo happy that she went and served the Lord. Kelsie is amazing and has helped me through lots of things! I'm thankful to have her in my life as one of my best friends!! Thanks Kelsie for all you do for me!!!!