Well Hello Old Friend.... I haven't missed you...

I can feel my depression coming back. I feel as if I've been able to handle it pretty well for a really long time, and now I almost feel like I'm back in middle school with the thoughts and the depression that I'm starting to feel. I don't like the way it makes me feel, and I won't put up with it. I keep telling myself it's not worth the tears, it's not worth the blood spilled, and yet it keeps creeping back into my mind. Whether it comes in the form of dreams, or thoughts that pop into my head while I'm driving. It scares me, and I don't want to feel this way, and I don't want to talk to the dr's about it again. They'll put me back on medications that I HATE! So instead I'm writing on my blog that no one reads... It's like my own personal journal....

Thrill The World Boise 2011

So my mom and I learned the Thriller dance recently and joined a group called Thrill The World. It's a group of people that dress up like zombies and then do the thriller dance all around the world. We participated in it this year. It was held out at Linder Farms and I happen to be in front of the camera that recorded it you can also see mom to the right and back of me. So here's a link for you all to watch of me doing the dance. :D There's a bit of flashing which is annoying but oh well! Enjoy!! Here's also a pic of mom and I dressed up before heading to the performance.

http://youtu.be/fQBbn7FKabo

I'm an Aunt!

Well I guess I should update a bit. A while ago I announced that my sister was having a baby and she did. Miss Kaylin Michelle Hulse. She's adorable. Here are a couple of pics of her. The first one is her in her cute Zebra Halloween costume!! Hehe she's becoming more like me everyday. Guess it helps that I pick things out for her. ;) and the second picture is of her in a dress that I and my mom picked out for her. She's soo stinking cute I can't wait to meet her in person. She was born September 12, 2011 and is living in Hawaii with her parents. Hopefully they'll be able to come home soon.

Awesome Zebra outfit!

Pretty dress for church!

Just When I Needed It Most...

Just Think,
you're here not by chance,
but by God's choosing.
His hand formed you
and made you the person you are.
He compares you to no one else-
you are one of a kind.
You lack nothing
that His grace can't give you.
He has allowed you to be here
at this time in history to fulfill His
special purpose for this generation.

I'm going to be an AUNT!!

I'm going to be an Aunt! I've known for a while I just haven't updated my blog for a while. My sister is due Septempber 15 and is having a little girl that'll be named Kaylin Michele Hulse. I'm super excited. A little annoyed they live in Hawaii and it's expensive to fly over and I can't get much time off for work so it'll be a while till I get to meet her but oh well still excited!!!

SUMMER!!!!!

Oh Summer how I've missed you!!! I'm so excited that you are here. You've already given me my normal sunglass burn and I'm starting to peel :) The warm weather makes me happy. Playing on the lake is fun and I'm soo excited to be playing sand volleyball again. I wish I was playing tennis more, but that will happen sooner or later. Just need to find the right person to play with. It doesn't help my normal tennis companions are busy. One got married and the other one works till 930 every night. :( oh well i'll teach some new people to play and it'll be fun.
Summer please stay around for a while. I'm not ready for the Idaho cold yet even though Autumn is just around the corner. See you soon! :)

book quote that struck me

Falling for him would be like cliff diving. It would be either the most exhilarating thing that ever happened to me or the stupidest mistake I'd ever make. It would make my life worth living or it would crush me against stoney rocks and break me utterly. Perhaps the wise thing to do would be to slow things down. Being friends would be so much simpler. ~ Tiger's Curse