Single's Awareness Weekend

Can I say how much I absolutely hate this upcoming weekend?!?!?!?! I hate seeing everyone all gushy and lovely dovey when I have nothing. I seriously HATE THIS HOLIDAY!! IT SHOULD BE BANNED! I think I should become a mormon nun and lock myself up and only study the scriptures the rest of my life till I die. Sounds like a really good plan to me.

Sometimes you just want to cut your wrists and die now is one of those times......

What is it about me that if you ask me to be a bridesmaid in your wedding something I do without knowingly doing it upsets you, you get mad, kick me out of your wedding, and we are no longer friends???????? Seriously this has happened to me twice now. I don't know what it is but apparently I'm not a good bridesmaid. I honestly don't know why I was kicked out of the first wedding she didn't tell me she just did and then deleted me from everything then told me we were never friends. Now tonight i get kicked out of another one. This time being best friends with the girl SINCE KINDERGARTEN!! seroiusly how the heck am i taking over your wedding when we haven't done anything to do with it in over a month. you can't ask me for my honest opinion then get mad at me about it and stop being my friend. what kind of person does this sort of thing??? i hate so much how people change when they start dating and or get in engaged. why am i the one to be treated like crap. this has happend with all my friends so far i go invisible and when i'm not invisible i'm being treated lower then dirt. I'm sick of it i really am!! i want to seriously go jump off a cliff or cut my wrists or something..... i hate my life i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!! I hate feeling like i have no friends feeling like i'm invisible to the world honestly would anyone even noticed if i disappeared?? my guess is a big fat NO!


So if you no longer want to be friends with me just ask me to be a bridesmaid apparently cuz before the wedding even happens we'll no longer be friends.....


ps don't worry i'm not actually going to hurt myself even though it sounds like a really good idea right now.

Kelsie

This is Kelsie Day!! She's one of my best friends and just got home from her mission. I missed her a lot while she was gone for 18 months but I'm soo happy that she went and served the Lord. Kelsie is amazing and has helped me through lots of things! I'm thankful to have her in my life as one of my best friends!! Thanks Kelsie for all you do for me!!!!

Ryan

This is Ryan Robinson! He's a great friend and an amazing basketball player. I miss watching him play ball while he's been at school for the summer fall track at BYU-I. He's also an amazing artist! Here is a a sample of some of the pictures he drew!Can't wait for Christmas break for him to come home!

November Update!

I love November!! It's my favorite month of the year!!! It's not just because my birthday is this month but I love how we have Thanksgiving and get to eat our lives a way :) I love how the leafs turn crunchy and I go slightly out of my way to step on a leaf that looks cruncher then other ones that are on my path. This year it is especially exciting!! My best friend Kelsie came home from her mission on November 19th!! YAY!!! I love her she's almost my other half! We're so similar in so many different ways! I'm way excited to catch up with her in the next few days/months to catch up her and find out how the mission went.

I'm also way excited because my sister is coming home from Japan for the first time in 2 years. It'll be nice to have my sister back for a couple weeks. Can you say SHOPPING?!?!?! LOL it'll be fun I miss having a shopping buddy that understands my sense of humor.

Oh yeah! You can't forget that NEW MOON came out today in theaters!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH I wish I could have gone to the midnight premier, but alas I've deceided to wait and go with my mom and sister either on my birthday or the day after. We'll see which one happens. I can't wait to see it!!! hmm team Jacob or team Edward???? I'm normally team Edward but I think for this movie I'm team Jacob!!! So hot!!!!!!!!! :D

Now for the things I'm thankful for.... I'm thankful for my family and friends who support me and love me. I'm thankful to have a warm home to live in. I'm thankful to have food on the table to eat. I'm thankful to have a car that I can drive whenever I want and wherever I want. I'm thankful to have a job, even if the hours are few I'm thankful for it non the less. I'm thankful to have the church in my life. It's helped me in so many different ways. I'm thankful for the callings I have in the church. They help me grow and help me be responsible. I'm thankful for the fall colors, and the smell of fall. I'm thankful for the sound of sleigh bells. It's one of my favorite sounds in the whole world!! They always make me smile. I'm thankful for so many things this list to go on and on and on, but I won't :)

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving everyone!!!

Linder Farms

At the moment I'm working two jobs. I'm still at Fashion Bug, but I'm also working at Linder Farms! It's a lot of fun. I'm working in the kitchen cooking food but the farm is amazing! We have lots of things for people to do. We have a 15 acre pumpkin patch, a 15 acre corn maze, straw bale maze, concessions, astro and inflatable jumps, petting zoo, pumpkin sling shot, barrel train rides, free hay rides, pony rides, and a swing for little kids.

I love working out there! It's a lot of fun and I'm excited to have a second job even for just a month and a half. So if any of you are bored and have a little bit extra spending cash come out to linder farms and do the corn maze. it's $8 dollars for adults $5 for kids 4-11 and kids 3 and under are free. If you mention the internet special you adults in for half price. We also have a haunted maze this year which is an extra $5 but it's worth it!!! So come visit me and go through the A-MAZE-ING BRONCOS MAZE!!! Part of the proceeds will be donated to the BSU scholarship fund also!!!

I colored my hair again!

So I was tired of being blond! So I colored my hair again it's closer to my natural color again and I absolutely love it!!! I even curled it for the first time in a long time on Sunday! I'm soo happy everyone really likes it!!